Part and parcel of everyday life.
Sinful yet inevitable.
To forgive and to forget.
I'm not perfect, so i should forgive as i would like to be forgiven.
I still don't understand why?

In the family portrait, we look pretty happy......


All good things come to an end, i appreciate all the times we sat down as a family for dinner.
I'll never forget those moments. Brief but will remain etched in my mind, as there will never be one ever again.

Oh how i long for another moment like this, but it'll never be.

Looks like it's gonna materialize after all.

Whatever it is, i still love both. Respect both. Miss times spent as a family.












=(

Ubin(Fishing)






Tomorrow is my 1 month anniversary being (an.ass.men.) It's barely a month and i feel like i could die anytime.

I don't deserve to be where i am right now.
I deserve better.
I'm more competent.
I'm a fighter.


I.......combat the Z-monster day in day out 9 hours a day 5 times a week.
What a warrior.

One could be nice and not compromise on work efficiency as well. I don't believe that putting on a smile in the morning is that tough. Walk into office with a face as black as charcoal, as long as a cucumber certainly won't help.

Bitch.

I bet you treat people the way you do due to the scarcity of love you receive.
Cranky old bitter gourd.

SICK
Sick of work.
Two days MC certainly therapeutic.

Just for laughs.


Countdown begins when i set foot in the office.
Minutes to tea break,
hours to lunch.
A couple more to knock off time.
I've never felt so useless in my life.
I've probably done more fulfilling things in my free time.
Life for the next couple of years,
lost and helpless.

BMT
was a joke. Eat, sleep and shit. Rot rot rot.
Definitely more fun than unit though.