As everyone knows, i've been through hours of agony at the hospital, spinal surgery and having to lay totally flat for days without television and air-condition. All these and more, an expensive price paid indeed. I would like to thank those who have made countless visits to the hospital to accompany me, i got to let u guys know the moment u guys leave it was hell. THANKS for being there.
Many people would be thinking, "oh gosh if i were him i wouldnt know how to face my father for the lost of the car." and yes! I do feel exactly the same, one rash moment and alls gone. Gone for good. In an instance , i lost my freedom to move, i've lost the car my dad just bought months ago and of course all the workout done in the gym will go down the drain. It's been more than a week, memory still as fresh as ever etched at the back of my mind. I still can't forgive myself for wrecking what he's wanted for ever!, in the matter of minutes.

The next time u want an adrenaline pumping ride, turn to Need for speed on your favourite console. Do so or risk losing what i had. As i embark on my slow route to recovery those devilish flash backs and "what ifs" appear in my mind as i close my eyes to rest.

Days ahead would be tough, i cannot handle the fact that i'm like a child now. My mum has to look after me for the time being, gonna be tough on her.

I would like to apologize to Cixian for handing him so much discomfort and trouble as he has to tackle his assignments and more with his broken shoulder bones. His parents as well whoe are lovely people! Terribly sorry about that.

I may lose my license, i've lost a car or should i say my father's. I Miss the soccer court, and the gym. Perhaps all i deserve. Can someone give me a clue on how to live the remaining 2 months inside these four walls.